The Decision: Inner Torment

   I stood there, frozen in place.

   My heart beat faster.

   My thoughts were spinning crazily.

   I was caught in the moment.

   Unable to come to a firm decision.

   I had often wondered about this moment.

   But I had never once thought that it would actually happen.

   And yet, there it was.

   It was a question I had asked myself many times, over the years.

   It was a question I could finally answer.

   And yet, I hesitated.

   The day had started off like any other day.

   Class, lunch at home, work in the evening.

   Now, this.

   What should I do?

   What was the right thing to do?

   I stood there and debated on what my next step should be.

   The seconds stretched into minutes.

   The minutes crawled maddeningly slowly by.

   I was almost tormented while trying to come up with a solution.

   I was excited and doubtful.

   Intrigued but hesitating.

   

   Thus concludes part one of this drama.